Searching for Godly counsel

[Raven kelly Cole]

Hi my name is Raven and I just joined today... I have been saved 9 months.. I was an alcoholic for 8 years and have been sober for 9 months... All thanks to Jesus... The past 9 months have really been hard on me... I have felt alot like David up one minute and down the next... There have been alot of changes happenng in my life and it seems overwhelming sometimes.... My mother past away 9 years ago and then my grandmother who was my second mother past away 4 years ago... I miss them alot... I am 31 years old and there are times I need there advice still... I do not know what is going on with me.. I have crying spells, unmotivated, I feel like I am wondering around aimlessly.. I use to raise goats before I got saved and that kept me very busy, know I am just in a state of blah... I do not know what God wants me to do...